Alice. 19. Student. Lazy shit.Roses, especially yellow ones. Fairytales & fables. M&Ms, from the blue packet. Shots or beer. Medieval history, not modern. Long necklaces & metal bangles. Keeping festival wristbands on. Austen over Brontë. Honey toast & jam ryvita. Being alone, not lonely. Girl indie-pop bands or boy poetic singers. Vogue or Elle. ( Read more... )

I was feeling okay. I was feeling vaguely good. I just needed to tidy my room ( Read more... )

Palms against my eyes, trying to physically push the tears back in.
But they don't go back in, they just trickle down my wrists.
My palms covered in mascara, & ink from writing in a stupid book.

Things that are new:
Awake in the morning.
A lubitel 2 w/ black & white film.
Growing my hair.
Without my record player.
Cannot wait for summer.

Things that are not new:
Doing coursework at the very last minute.
Taking too many photos.
Daydreaming.
Crying.

Go away sun! You're not wanted today.

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What would you do if the one you loved was so very far away from you?

I can't believe how hard it feels sometimes.
To the point I can barely focus on anything else. The things that need to be done.

Having to wait two weeks in a place that I cannot decide if I like or not to see him again.

Love.

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Have biscuits & latte for breakfast in the middle of the day.
Listen to summery tunes, "playground punk", & indie classics.
Twirl around in dresses & purple tights.
Mmm..
Smile.
&Love.