I'm sorry

[alice_to_qs_8th]

Look, everyone, I'm not strong enough to do this, okay? I can't call everyone and talk about this. It hurts too much. I'm sorry if you feel like I'm disconnecting. The fact of the matter is, I've never been the person to make the phone calls. I'm just trying to get to the point where I don't hate myself for this, and that's harder to do when I'm

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[shecries_muse_]

*hug*

I saw the good in you and brian, and I see the good in this too. You did the right thing. I know you wouldn't take this lightly and if you made the decision then you are sure it's the best course.

you're still the good guy to me

Just hang in there babe.

[unavoidablefate]

I echo this sentiment.

[o_kitkat_o]

I love you. And I love him. But I know that the decision was hard, and that you couldn't keep lying, to yourself or him. You're wonderful, beautiful, and definitely the farthest thing from chickenshit ever.

I love you, once again. So very much, my dear...

[cacie]

It may not be worth much, seeing as we haven't been face to face in years, but I'm entirely removed from this situation and can offer you conversation about stupid crap like work, or Ironman, or whatever. I don't have your number & don't know what times you're typically available, but you can email me at acacia dot sears at gmail if you're interested in a break from all this.

I've been where you are, and I know how much it sucks and how guilty it can make you feel. It takes time, but eventually you'll forgive yourself enough to feel like you deserve to be happy again. You do deserve to be happy, you know.