And I've sung a lot of songs, I've made some bad rhymes
I've acted out my life in stages, ten thousand people watching
But we're alone now and I'm singing this song to youIt's been a while. There's been a lot that happened. I'm mostly writing today, though, because I'm stressed. I wanted to say stressed beyond stressed, but that would be an ( Read more... )

Eyes are magic
See right through me

So, yet again, months and months have passed by. It's August again, and we're quickly approaching my birthday. Next week. I'm going to be 21. How does time pass by so quickly!?

But I'm really excited.

Now I'm glowing
Like a sunset
In the window
Of my dreamsIf you're planning on getting me something for my ( Read more... )

When all the world is blossoming
When everything around is bursting into life
And I don't have to strain to hear the beat of Your heart(I actually wrote this a few days ago, but for some reason it didn't actually post. So I'm just posting it.) I keep struggling to break free of this feeling in my heart. Where everything keeps reminding me of my ( Read more... )

Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
cause you were the same as meSo...my birthday is in less than two weeks. I will no longer be a teen, I'll be turning 20. Doesn't give me any more rights or anything, but it's still kinda cool. I'm excited anyways. And of course, not ( Read more... )

Well, I sat down next to a photograph
Tried my best, almost made her laugh
She was my toughest crowd
There in the way was a mountain up in the cloudsEverything's all figured out, and I have the best best friends in the world. I love him so much, he's such a blessing in my life, especially now that everything's out there... It's so hard not being ( Read more... )

My friend implores me, for one time only
Make an exception
I am not worried

Usually I don't get that stressed out. I forgot for the most part what it feels like to be overly stressed. Then I remember. It hits me, and that's not fun. Too much! Did I have to get sick NOW of all times? Gahhh.

But I'm not gonna bend
I'm not gonna break
No no no no

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passedThere are times where my OCD and perfection get the better of me again. My room's a mess, but I can't move the stuff in it without making a BIGGER mess. I wish you were here to take it all away. It on top of all my extra frustrations with myself and confusion on my future...yeah, not a good ( Read more... )

'Cause we knew nothing more than love
And loving is twice the cost
But it's half the feeIt's funny, how looking back to less than a year ago there are so many restrictions I put on my heart. Or tried so very hard to hold to. To not let myself fall for someone so terribly. To put people into their respective categories, "friend" or "more". And since ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like there's a song that describes everything in your life? Or a person? Or just the feelings you have? And every line seems just so very potent, so very applicable? Well, today I'm going to be analyzing a song. No, Peter, this is not music theory. Everyone will be able to understand this kind of analysis. To my dear one:

You ( Read more... )

Thinking about the way she loved me
There's a hole in my pocket
That's about her sizeSometimes I wish for things that don't make sense. Sometimes I wonder too long about the what ifs...what if things had been different? But they weren't...what if we were to just give them a second chance? Is it even smart to dream of such things? I know who I love ( Read more... )