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in the space where you're meant to write your name in msn messenger, i've written 'cat yawns'. and you have no idea how many people are messaging me to say, 'i yawned after seeing your name.'

i like having a physical effect on people.

years of slicing flesh to make more space for air. slipping through our own fingers, into sculpture, clear needle arms, or ivory, clavicles like a piece of furniture i spent forever searching for in a lonely antique store.(how we wish that they were heirlooms.) isn't that what it's all about anyway? glaciating ourselves for a moment into a ( Read more... )

'too easy not to share too vain for secrets'.

had a heartshaped dream ( Read more... )

january 26
sydney` double decker buses. bright mari golds ( Read more... )

i couldn't wake up this morning even though i took an amphetamine. i was just sinking in my bed with water in my bones, lonely, lonely. dreaming up scenarios and dramatics of social events. more than anything i long to see jason and just cling to him ( Read more... )

i meant to post this months and months ago ( Read more... )

i said the way the light hit things in melbourne was superior to queen's land, where everything is too bleached, harsh. but i did miss the gold coast where most afternoons look like ice cream sundaes. various, beautiful combinations of sunset. 'watching all the pretty pearls walking near the sea.' i really do think pale people belong there more so ( Read more... )

i kept looking at the kid. there was this one moment, vesper, when his mannequin face side on was pale fresh milk obscuring fading neon sky. and there were amazing tricks of blinding, precise light flickering at his edges. leaving glitter behind my eyelids in all the best colours. blue spectrum, golds silvers shimmers. and it took on that beautiful ( Read more... )