My god, I forgot about LJ.  I forgot about everything!  I finally splurged and bought a new puter so I don't have to wait an hour to view LJ or I was just too silly to figure out how on my last laptop ( Read more... )

I graduate from the CNA program at CSN in a few weeks.  At the beginning of this semester I was hopeful that I could work as a Nursing Assistant until I was finished with my undergrad and first year of nursing school before I can apply for my LPN...  Well not so much.  I can't possibly do what i learned in school for a living and def not in a long ( Read more... )

 HIs name is Steve..  Yeah I'm the one that thinks every guy I meet is the ONE, well I feel the same way about this one with one exception, I'm not putting too much weight on it ( Read more... )

It has just been aboundantly clear that I have friends that meet strangers they chatted with on the internet.

BAH

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I am overcome by relief.

Tyler lies in my lap purring relentlessly, he looks up at me until I look into his eyes.  His gaze is incredible.

I left Tracy's house in a fury, hours ago.

I didn't think I was looking for anything but I found something.

I didn't cry, I was relieved.

I'm not crying now.  I'm not sure if I ever will.

You must first reach the end ( Read more... )

I almost certainly knew this day would come.
I can't eat I can't think.
I want to crawl into bed forever.
Everything I've done to everyone I've loved has come back to me tenfold.

I have to go to work, I'm not even sure I'll be able to drive there.

think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you

i could make you happy, you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do

tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to ( Read more... )

I forgot what it frlt like to be sad over love lost.
I think I like sting.

Is that a bad thing?

It's over, well it's been over for weeks. There is no resolution, there will be no resolution. He's been texting Deana for hours becuase he thinks I'll kill myself over him. HA FUCKING PRICELESS. He went back to his cheating whore X. Maybe this time she won't fuck him over. Yah, right ( Read more... )