i think it is pretty weird how people choose their careers over love. performers do it, business people do it. is it because our careers make us who we are? do we risk losing our self identities if we try to make a compromise? why is it more important ( Read more... )

birth control is poo. i have gained A TON OF WEIGHT and i feel really bloated. i never get bloated really, just a tad during my cycle. and according to my pak, i am supposed to start my period pretty soon but i dont feel like i should be. im used to my body saying ANYTIME NOW. weird. and my breasts have grown from a comfortable c to a full c ( Read more... )

so i dont update this evar. cos i guess i think its kinda silly, rilly. but theres an occasional unicorn ( Read more... )

AGENT ORANGE IS PLAYING A SHOW AROUND HERE?! WHAT. OMG. ....!

EXCITEMENT!

i asked ferdinand if i go back to corbin for summer, which is only 2.5 hours away, if he would want to break up. he said yes (weve kinda been together since a week before v-day). then he said that it seemed like i knew he would say that, which i did, because he has said before how he doesnt do long distance rels, that in his experiences they just ( Read more... )

yesterday at dinner there was only one more place to sit and it was right beside me, which just so happened to also be at the second to last seat toward the end of the table (these are the long thin ones). because we could take our backpacks in the cafeteria due to theft, we all stacked them at the end of the table. well, my ex, the one who likes ( Read more... )

my freezer overfroze to the point where the door would not shut. that didnt phase me. upon closer inspection, i realized that it had started to eat my rum! it was encased in ice. this was totally not allowed, so i chiseled the fucker.

hm. so thats my update.

today in lit class, my teacher went on and on about love (we were reading song of songs). it was so....wonderful. how he talked about his wife and all. he said with such a twinkle that after all these years shes still the most mysterious woman on the planet and how she was a size 2 when they first met and now shes a size 14 and shes still as ( Read more... )

i bleached my hair. its very bright blonde. very. like, a shade away from platinum or sth ( Read more... )

im going to be in a play called the woolgatherer. it seems pretty cool. i havent read the show yet but what i get thus far is that she is a naive recluse with a sort of split personality: she seems to lie a whole lot and that may be because she takes on someone else's life. im really glad i got it cos i felt like i nailed the audition. the ( Read more... )