Ugh, I need to start starving again! I tried so hard to just eat healthy, but I binge every damn time, and now I've gained five pounds. I know for sure it's not in muscle. Ugh, I'm such a fatass!!!

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Hey, posting two days in row, haha! Yeah, I'm trying to get back in the habit of posting more often. So apparently internet addiction is a thing now? Well, I'm gonna be in rehab soon xP I spend far too much time online, haha. Tumblr, youtube, lj, chathour, etc. I have too much free time! So why do I have so much trouble remembering to post? ( Read more... )

Ugh, what is wrong with me?? I check for new IMs, emails, etc. every 2 minutes, it's ridiculous!!!

Oh, and I went to my brother's house recently, and it was so fun! She taught me about certain tarot cards, and how to read/make runes! It was so awesome!!

I should really get on more often ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I'm back. I've been binging like mad,but on the bright side my sister-in-law let me look at her tarot cards and taught me how to make runes yesterday. Plus today Emily has decided she is done being friends with me, but she'll probably change her mind soon (she always does). I'm half hoping she doesn't, because you know, I'm sick of her ( Read more... )

Okay I need help. There's a girl online, she doesn't live too far from me, and I'm sorta... falling for her, having fuzzy feelings. But there's also this guy who's the same distance away and I feel the same way about him, and the feelings might be a bit stronger, I'm not sure. I have no idea what to do (by the way, Noah and I broke up) please ( Read more... )

Okay, fucked the plan up a little, but I've been able to stay under 2000 cals so it's not all bad.

Today, I'm only eating what I need to and safe foods. If I can keep my calorie count low these next few days, not only will I be way better at this, but maybe I can skip my binge cycle. It's about noon and I've only eaten 90 cals, so that's a pretty good start, especially compared to yesterday. It was not a good day. I might post later, I don't

There are some things I really need advice on but I just can't tell anyone! I really want help with a few things, but yeah, I'd feel way to uncomfortable talking about them. I really don't know what to do with this. Apart from this thing, today has been good. I went to the comic book shop.... for 45 minutes 0.0 I really like comic books. I saw ( Read more... )

I hate this. I'll go a few months eating 800 cals a day or less, and then I go fucking crazy. I completly quit counting cals, and I just KNOW I eat more than 2500. I just really fucking hate this.

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