I don't really want to eat anything today. Not because I want to be thin or anything, I just don't feel like eating. It's kinda weird.

Happy birthday xfattyxl!

Happy birthday, venter3!!

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When you think about it, being a writer would be amazing. You get to be everything you love, everything you hate. You can do every single thing you've ever wanted to and experience everything you hope never happens to you. You could be a mother, an orphan, anything. You can make people see everything the way you do You can get every message ( Read more... )

I'm not me right now. It's really bothering me, because half of me is perfectly normal, and the other half is just fricken weird. I'm glad I have school tomorrow, I haven't been able to go out all weekend, so I'm just kind of stuck like this. I really need to talk to someone in real life, so I know everything's real. I hope I feel better ( Read more... )

I keep having these random moments of detachment(?), where I just feel like I'm not real, this isn't me, and I just want to scream and cry and yell, but I just end up sitting alone in my room. I think I'm really starting to lose it.

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I keep freaking out over random things. Sometimes it's because I really don't want to sleep because of my dreams (I wouldn't quite call them nightmares, but they're still pretty bad), sometimes because everything's just so fucking wrong and no one seems to see it at all, which I just don't get how one could be that blind, sometimes because I feel ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! Sorry, I've been gone so long, I feel terrible about it :/ But I just had to share this with you guys! Okay, so I'm really into this band called Casanova Cupcake (they're a bit like Emilie Autumn). So, I made a confessions blog about them, and made a post about it on an FB fanpage for them. They then proceeded to post a link to it ( Read more... )

That one little voice in my head is driving me crazy!!! Instead of yelling to me about food, she has decided to move to everything else in my entire fucking life. All the notes I take (I take notes on nearly everything) have to be perfect. She's still kind of yanking me about food, I have too eat a certain way and everything (yeah, it's kind of ( Read more... )

Noah asked me out again, I don't know why I said yes. I mean, it's a bit better to angst over others alone rather than angst over them when I should be happy in a relationship. I know this sounds a bit sad, but today this girl Krisandrea talked to me (I really like her, she's really cool) and it was actually a complement. It made me pretty happy ( Read more... )