Dear Livejournal, I am content.

I don't think I've ever written that before.

So I read through all my old journal entries from college. There were tears and laughs, and I took a little trip into my past--where a hug and a good laugh were down the hall, where I met my first love and had my first heart break, where I met people that forever changed the the fabric of my life. It was a beautiful and bittersweet journey ( Read more... )

It's been a wickedy while since I've updated this whoosey. With the fifty hours a week the work, the girlfriend and the fam, I have pretty much no time to even tie my shoes, let alone write in this, Tonight though, I'm sitting in the gf's apartment while she watches Monday Night Football, so I figure what the hell ( Read more... )

This is stupid. Let's just be together.

Faithfully
Journey

Highway run into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
You're on my mind

Restless hearts sleep alone tonight
Sending all my love along the wire

They say that the road
ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line it's been you and me
And loving a music man
ain't always what it's supposed ( Read more... )

Please forgive me Jebus for I have sinnnnnned:

I've worked too much.
I've learned the art of fake smiling...learned, practiced, and perfected.
I've craved another human being.
I've wanted to beat up my friend's husband.
I've smoked a lot of pot.
I've slept with someone to forget about someone else.
I've partied with drag queens.
I've made out with a boy... ( Read more... )

Stories Inspired by Music

Break Even

The Script

“But I love you,” I whispered.

“I know you love me.” She bent down to my level as I sat there on our couch, in our living room, staring at my bare feet, “but I’m not sure I can handle this kind of love.”

I looked at her through glossy, unshed tears. I tried memorizing her features-the high point of her ( Read more... )

So lots of things going on right now. Life is hectic and complicated, but it is a million times better than last year. I just got a job as an  assistant manager for Brueggers which I'm stoked about--good pay, good bennies. Writing is always going to be there, so don't you worry about me! Ugh and other news I'm still fat, which drives me nuts when I ( Read more... )

I’ve been chewed up,

Spit out,

Cheated on,

Lied to.

Brainwashed and used.

Don’t worry.

You’re not the first.

But you were the last.

You use games as your weapon.

And because you left me with wounds to nurse.

I’m gonna cut you with my words.

If you I have to be solo, at least I’ll be free.

Stupid, stupid words meant for me.

You want to be free?

Take to the ( Read more... )

Dear "You ( Read more... )

I am so fustrated right now. All I want to do is crawl in a bed somewhere beside youand fall asleep and I can't because you haven't talked to me in days. I don't want to be a stalker and I don't want to text you every five minutes, even though I think about you roughly that much. I don't want to fall apart over a girl and I refuse to...absolutely ( Read more... )