It seems like everytime i start to feel good about myself something like this happens....
Im so fuckin depressed that I just wanna sit and do nothing.... noone takes me seriously... comps being gay, ill come back tommorow when our new ones working... other than that...
My LJ has become a friends only thing... from this point on i am going to store my notes on my research for a project im doing... i havent named it yet but i dont want anyone i dont know stealing my ideas and using them for themselves....
well... Wendy... i think im about over you... and my little crush.... well... im tired... and its a bit after five... i think i might go to bed early...
Well... Today Wendy & muh buddy Hubba-Bubble (Michelle) were mad... and noone would tell me why... these girls wont tell me anything.... =[ i feel so left out... and... i really lost my creativity this time......
Well... schools awesome... I figured out i liked Wendy over the weekend... i hope she wants to go to the movies...... Im down playing bass in a metal band... we pritty cool... we gotta get some good songs playing... well... Other than being a lovesick love monkey for wendy... and her not knowin till today... everythings been normal