lack of sleep

"you look like death today"

i am death

theres so much to say, theres so much going on and i cant spill a single drop

its too early for the rain

i'm sick of this box

livejournal is dead, my thoughts only occasionally hit the press, where are yours? the same place? a pile of crumpled note to self post-its that did'nt make it here for your viewing pleasure ( Read more... )

through all of the debate and advice and dwelling (thank you to everyone who listened to me babble) i've decided i really just need to go to maryland ( Read more... )

i have a dilemma that wont let me sleep or function

by may 1st i have to decide if i'm leaving for maryland art school for 4 years or staying here at pratt in utica for 2 years then going to maryland for 2 years

HELP

is this pushing ignorance away or indulgeing in it
in this battle
she is a powerless dragon
with no flame
she exhales smoke out her mouth and nostrols
in protest

i've never felt my insides ignight as intensly out of fear and built up rage as they were

fiction is fact

and for 9 months i knew something

that "god" himself does not exceptbut who ( Read more... )

i got accepted to sait rose, too bad i didnt like it there

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a couple days ago i got a letter from pratt offering me an estimated 7 thousand $ scholarship based on my portfolio alone. The exact amount will be determined when they recieve my transcript ( Read more... )

today was one of the best days ever, pratt LOVED my portfolio and accepted me on that basis, i just have to send in the formal application with my gpa and sat scores and such and if that goes okay i'm in!