an indescribable look of complete loss ( Read more... )

i need a haircut, now.

i bought doug is xmas presents today and i really hope he likes them

i miss baltimore like no other and i've only been home for like 3 days

my day so far

830 am

drawing board in one hand cigarette in the other, still cracked out on nyquil from the night prior i stumble to class, cracked out my head swirls with agony but finds an inner peace for a moment and then slaps me in the ass pushing me off the cloud

i am both the insect under the boot and the boot over the insect anxiously waiting to make my move

fate?

i leave tomarrow at 10 am, its almost hard to believe

i want to defy fate for even just today

i'm turning into an insomniac mess, i have to work in a few hours and i cant sleep

i quit my job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally!