i say some stuff about working and stuff and i keep getting a reaction of well u should just do it. like i am a D.B. , so idk maybe i am, and im not sure about how to do this. i think im really scared about everything. i cant move foward. i cant go back. just wanna stay still rite here inbetween.  i know ive got a problem. a few actually. im ( Read more... )

so i had to get up and 5:30 today to go take a "customer service rep" con edison test in queens. it wasnt so bad getting up, but probably 4 the best that i didnt go play w/ the wahoos at martini red last nite. i got a ride there, which was nice ( Read more... )

i wrote this for the wahoo skiffle crazies. not sure if they r gonna use it but its cool to write for someone else. a jug band. its so fun to be assigned a genre that needs  to relate to everyone, but at the same time comes straight from my  own experiences. everyday takes me so far away from the day b4 so how can i possibly imagine tommorow? 
but ( Read more... )

slightly disapointed, life is overwelming.

but its all good.

its whatever.

its smashing.

i found out that the world kept going on without me. slightly depressing. although nice to know i dont have to carry the world on my shoulders.

times going fast , i can see it. im making plans for the future. a little scary.

cant get enuf done.

running out.

i ( Read more... )

 so i thought i was gonna die yesterday
i didnt tho
i was feeling a lil emotional and and i read a poem in "a light in the attic" (thanks zara) and then i collapsed on my bed laughing and crying. i dont know y. the poem wasnt that amazing but it was just the cherry on the cake. 
How Many, How Much
`
How many slams in an old screen door?
    Depends ( Read more... )

its the circle of life
husband marry wife
pop a baby out
cut the cake with a knife

its the pyramid of death
happy birthday, graduation, wedding ,baby shower
congradulations on existing
pass the cash
it'll repeat on you , like hot lunch
a mindless rotating system
you have entered the summer zone
smell the cow carkiss
welcome to the modern day depression
of big ( Read more... )

 i'll forever b in the back seat ( Read more... )

I'll pick your fleeze ( Read more... )

with my wit and charm i can get by ( Read more... )

hello ( Read more... )