This is going to be my last entry in this journal...I think that this is the point in my life where i need to move on...nothing good can last forever and now i am going to TRY to move on from everything that has been written in this journal whether it bee good or bad i am saying good bye ( Read more... )

Ok, so last week...let me see....yes, I will admit, I was seriously considering dropping all my defenses and getting into some very very bad shit...you don't need to know what, just it would have been very bad, and very un-straight-edge-like. nothing really mattered to me except my friends...they were the only things on earth keeping me strong. ( Read more... )

Was An Awesome Fucking Day ( Read more... )

So after I got off the phone last night with TOR, whoa, shit went waaaay downhill after that...i thought i was gonna go straight to sleep, but no, i thought I'd tell my mom the brilliant idea that we have for a new sleep schedule...why do I tell her things? why? i should have known stuff would have happened...she couldnt see one positive side to it ( Read more... )

not much going on today. I fell asleep at the computer last night lol i wonder what Khrys and Boo were thinking, but anyway, yep so I'm gonna be starting a new sleep schedule after tomorrow, that should be fun. Hmm, not much else..got out at 1030 did nothing, went to lunch, just got back, listening to "Speechless" by the Veronicas ( Read more... )

Your word's to me just a whisper ( Read more... )

Yesterday was good but weird ( Read more... )

I choose....

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I choose....PATH TWO

commence the resurrection

I am at a fork in the road. Each path leads to misery. Which one will be worse? That, my friends, is a matter of perception...and as we all know, To Perceive Is To Suffer ( Read more... )

You say I'm gonna leave
But I could never leave you
You say you like me now
Then tomorrow I have to beg for you
I beg to talk to you
I beg to come over
Then tomorrow the fun times are over
And we're back to nothing
It doesnt prove that I wont leave
I dont know why
Why would I say I wont leave
If it would be a lie?

I wouldnt