OMG. I just realized I filled out the fafsa for the last time. ahh its almost over. im gonna cry. Im going to be a senior. :_ ( Read more... )

Today was very very very long. I got up at 5 went to boston at 6, started work at the BPL at 9, worked all day long. not to mention hurting my brain over a print I found in the merriam collection. which was unlabeled untitled and unknown. I spent 4 hours trying to figure out who the artist was reasearching a guy named Lauwers. and then ( Read more... )

things happened today ( Read more... )

singing "Workin for a livin everyday, I mean working to liiiivvvve everyday." yikes when did work become that thing you do just to survive another semester of school. man I wish there were some easier way to gain the big ones with out having to do some actuall work. hmmmm. oh well. I guess Im just going to be working for the rest of my life. ( Read more... )

I wish I could just stop the world. I wish I had the ability to stop time completely so I could learn what I need to and want to learn. I wish that It was quiet right now. I wish it was so quiet that sound did not exist. I wish I could get on with my life. but for somereason I cant. I am dragging behind because of fear. fear can be so strong ( Read more... )

Well here i am. dont realy know where that is at the moment. could be my dorm room, could be school, could be an a dark alley way in the vicinity of beatlejuice. but no im here in my room sitting on my bed typin away. I watched constantine tonight. it wasnt that bad I think it could have been better. but for some reason i like it. I miss my ( Read more... )

Im sorry about my last entry if any of you read it. I was a little more than upset with myself and decided to take it out on everybody else. I appologize for my actions. And I hope that every body has a wonderful valentines day.

"the adventure of Mat and Janet"

We headed toward the calfeteria where i stole some food for Mat for breakfast. Then we headed for the T. "Oh its so cold" Mat said, and I took him to Park St. where I showed him the frog pond with all the little kids and families skateing. I pet the horse of a mountian ranger and we walked over a stream of ( Read more... )

so work was realy exciting today. uh hemmmm. i was being sarcastic if you didnt know. I used a dremmel tool to grind down scope parts at work. boooorriinnng. and ouch cause the tool is so damn loud. it sounds alot like those drills they use at the dentist to drill away at your cavities ( Read more... )

so here i am. Well. I guess thats an understatement because if i wasnt here id be dead. and then i wouldnt be here to type this ( Read more... )