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Nov 20, 2005 23:09

I've made an excruciatingly laborious attempt to be a better person, for my own well being ( Read more... )

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yoitbeadam November 21 2005, 04:47:21 UTC
Does this mean we can or can't make out?

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alifesosmall November 21 2005, 04:56:25 UTC
this just means you have to stick around until the morning.

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mantwan November 21 2005, 07:30:13 UTC
Good for you.

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skakitty November 21 2005, 07:31:44 UTC
I'm glad to hear this.

(Despite how betrayed I feel to not know whether you have told ME the truth.
A lot of the things people say you lie about are things you've never told me.
But I guess that doesn't mean you haven't lied to me.
I just don't know what to believe.
Were we as close as I thought?)

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alifesosmall November 21 2005, 09:30:27 UTC
i never have and i never will.

after i came back from washington, i made up a bunch of shit to impress mallory (same thing with ashley) because they had these (seemingly) decadent lives whereas I'm this goofy awkward boy in a mundane state with no particular appeal.

as you can tell, things didn't work out.

so now i'm a goofy awkward mundane boy who's alone and feels really shitty about how horrible he's been.

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skakitty November 21 2005, 15:35:50 UTC
But Dan, you don't have to be impressive to make people like you.
If you would've just been yourself, everything would've been fine, you know?

I care about you so much, you have no idea.
I really hope you understand that you are fine without having to stretch any truths.
I miss the Dan that worked at Sears and when Holley was at work you didn't have anything better to do than hang out with me, and that seemed good enough. Things were normal and fun and you don't have to be some sort of celebrity or someone with a interesting past or stories to be awesome.

Help yourself, okay?
You don't need attention from others to be happy.

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kookaii November 21 2005, 17:01:59 UTC
It's hard to break that cycle.

I must say,
I admire you and wish you luck.

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ohpolitics December 8 2005, 16:58:57 UTC
i don't want to become caitlin brown.

i love you just for saying that, and i totally understand what you mean by it.
you know you can always come to me.

kat

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