this week has been the worst we of my life!!!!!! i have not sleep at all. i just can't seem to go to sleep at night but when i go to school i fall asleep in liek 5 seconds. it sucks ass! well jason moved out to west virgina with tina. i'm happy for him tho. i know he needed to and wanted to. but i can't help but miss him. blaine has started to come ( Read more... )

today started off amazing!!! couldn't ask for anything better!! school sucked tho!!! but i got to work in the dark room today! but i was all alone. it gave me time to think tho. which wasnt really a good thing. i miss blaine. but as of now me and him are over for good. we arnt even talking now. all because i screwed up. but there are other things ( Read more... )

okay well... i'm bored. so i haven't used this thing in like a billion years. i i figre HEY why not write in my cool little live journal!! so here i am. well me and blaine broke up. it's been hard for me. but i think i'm boing a little bit better now. i miss him terrible tho. but i need this time to stand on my own two feet instead of depending on ( Read more... )

the way you showed up on my door. expecting me to fall to my knees. it didnt work this time my love. my heart weeps for you no longer. my veins will bleed no more. im not your toy. the one you can come running to for comfort. my arms are closed. my heart is taken. and you are not wanted. go back to your wanna be life style love. and leave me here. ( Read more... )

well.. i think i might us this thing agian. i dont know. my little xanga thing is annoying the hell out of me. well.. yeah today i didnt go to school. i dont know i wasnt in the mood and wasnt feeling to hott either. the last couple of weeks have been okay. things are going good. me and blaine are good. friends are good. life is good. but of course ( Read more... )

well...lastnights entry was taken in the wrong way. they are just some old writing i found oon my computer and i was bored so i put them on here. they mean nothing now. im sorry blaine that you thought something was wrong. nothing is wrong baby. and you havent done anything. and dont ever think im going to break up with you. you mean way to damn ( Read more... )

& sometimes i wonder what would have been if i would have taken the chance. the chance to be in his arms. to have my breath taken away by his words and to feel the love he would have given me. i wonder all the time. if we were. what could have been? to see picture hung upon a wall of memories that have never been. to dream of a boy so real but not ( Read more... )

well..lets see. school has been great so far. i love my classes and everything. well anyways friday night i went to blaines football game! i hung out with his mom, kevin, his grandma, his aunt, his sister and his 2 cousin! i also met him grandfather and his step grandma and her dad and blaines dad and step mom. allison, jokhn, andrew, jd, matt and ( Read more... )

well school today was fun! this was much better then yesterday. i loved all my classes. i had photography which was cool ((lindsey,patrick, pammy, and j-money are in there with me)) then i had english (( nick, kelly, laquanda,stephanie, and a bunch of other poeple are in that class)) and lunch was awesome. everyone was in there((nick, brandon, ( Read more... )

omgosh! today was great. i enjoyed seeing everyone so much! i missed them all expectaly my kate. she put a big smile on my face! it was great seeing everybody else too. i just loved it. and schatzi is in my first period with its flippin awesome! and all my classes today were fun! this morning i was so nerves to see all my freinds. gosh...dave was ( Read more... )