Hey all,

It's been forever and I guess that just goes to show how much I've got to say on a regular basis. I am working for my dad, still happily married, starting PCC Rock Creek in the fall, and I have a new cat. Gordi is awesome. He's a snuggle bunny. I love him tons.
I'm still not sure what to do for school I think I might take a lot of History/ ( Read more... )

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I'm kind of confused about my life right now. I want something but in all societies get me downs I have this guilt about wanting it. I feel trapped almost between this want of it and want of a strong place to start before I get it. In reality I'm not going to school, I'm not going to have a job that makes me a 100 grand a year. All I want and I've ( Read more... )

There is something I call a given faith. It starts as a small child when we have faith that Santa or the Easter bunny is real. Later on it progresses into having faith that a better job is coming, that everything in the end will work out fine. Where does this faith originate from. A better question is who do I thank for it. I’m not super religious ( Read more... )

How do I say I miss you when you are nothing in particular. You’re everything that was and everything I’ve wanted and never had. How do I find the confidence in my own words to make myself believe. Maybe there is no confidence. I’m sitting here wondering what comes first like the chicken and the egg, innocence or craziness ( Read more... )

I've been unemployeed for whagt seems like God a year what's really a month. I've got an interview with Walgreens up the street and I'm really excited. Not excited cause it's a thinking job or would be interesting but because it's a job and it's so close. I would love to be able to walk to work! Cross you fingers for me it's would be wonderful ( Read more... )

When we're young we wish we were older. Old enough to matter if I remember correctly.

Now that I am I look back and I miss some of the things I couldn't have known would

matter. Walking to school in the spring and early months of summer I loved the way the air smelled

crisp. The way everything in the light was so much clearer then in later parts ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of painting my apartment. The lease isn't up until August. Anthony says we can it's just that we need to paint colors that won't be too hard to later paint over. I'm excited now the only thing is saving a little money to do it. We talked about green like I painted my bedroom at my parents for our bedroom here. For the kitchen I was ( Read more... )

I'm getting married on August 6th of 2006. I'm excited not because it's going to be a huge wedding but because I'm so happy just to be with him. I'm happy when we're together and I know that's how it's suppose to be. Everyday when he comes home I run and jump in his arms cause when ever he's gone I miss him. I love him more than anything and ( Read more... )