I love you snowball.
I miss you.
Sanches misses you.
I'm really hurting.

he's got mange and the medicine isn't working. I've tried stuff. He has always been the runt of the litter and is always getting sick. But this time i'm sad. I think maybe i should put it to sleep. Simon and frida are starting to show signs of mange as well now. Snow ball...you look real tired buddy. I know, i feel all fucked up about it too man. I ( Read more... )

schedules ( Read more... )

im am so fucked up in a very childish way. i talk to much...i feel like its my obligation to fill silence. if a conversation lulls i get nervous and edgy. i met a girl who is younger than me. some might think it inapropriate but she can shut me up witha word or a look and i don't feel like im drowning in the silence. it might be over already though ( Read more... )

I'm disgusted with my self. just in general. i spend too much time in front of the makeup rooms mirrors. Its vain and disgusting. its hard to get away from them seeing as how they take up three full walls and that is where i spend most of my time ( Read more... )

So oedipus is over. Now it is all about the childrens theatre and the costumes for the great race. I also have time to help out with mecha and usf stuff. I made a new flier with info on the cia icc infultration of the university. i have mixed emotions. I know i do not want government control or moderation of professors lesson plans. However i am ( Read more... )

i was looking at old picture posts...i miss some things. there was more happiness going around last year i think. I'm in new mexico, i am happy...in a sort of regretful or longing for the past type a way at times.
going to sing some foo fighters right now with shawn and his dad.
bye

I have a lot that i would like to write about. I don't know if i should write much of the truth in on or about what i am actually feeling or what has been happening to me but...well I want to ( Read more... )

I have decided to hand my financial future over to the man. It seams that getting a student loan is the best idea for me right now seeing as i am in real need of some financial help to get my life back in order ( Read more... )