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I don't feel I want that much out of life, is it so wrong to want to not be in constant pain? Ok I've basically accepted I'll be in constant pain but I'm hoping for like a 6 out of 10 instead of the usual 7 or 8. I just want to have something resembling a life, maybe I job that doesn't completely suck, right now the only job I think I could ( Read more... ) -
poor stinky
Poor Stinky,my kitty has been having eye problems of late his right eye has been bugging him and there;s been some discharge it looked like tear stains some dogs get. it would get worse and better on and off for months. Finally we took him in to see my uncle Loren the vet (I know my friends are like WTF we know this stuff! But I DO have online ( Read more... ) -
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I'm actually up before noon for the first time in a long time. I haven't posted or written in such a long time cause I felt I'd always write the same thing: "I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired." I've been really depressed lately. I think some of the reoccurring depression is because we don't have the lake house anymore there's no place ( Read more... ) -
jon stewart is awsome
well ok we already knew that but this makes it more awesome
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pain
Oh what I would give to say my life wasn't Hell right now. The past 2 weeks I've found it hard to get out of bed in the morning because there is no point. And for the past 10 minutes every few minutes I find myself twitching and crying out in pain. Sometimes I'm able to bite one of my fingers instead of scream but neither is plesant ( Read more... ) -
Spam from Above or E-mail from a Higher Power
Ya know the Christians may have figured out the key to salvation, but why haven't they figured out I don't need a home loan from them? I mean I think figuring out NOT to stone Jesus in an angry mob would be a good start to salvation but the key to salvation, I think that'd be a lot harder to figure out than just asking me "do you want a home loan ( Read more... ) -
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This was actually written yesterday May 27 2005Monique, Brandon and Matt came over last night. I returned one of her calls and she was like "Hey can me and some people come over?" I asked her to define some people. "Like me and Brandon and Matt. I figured we should have a party. Let's have a party." I was really hesitant, but at the same time I ( Read more... ) -
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I've been thinking that my 5 closest friends have been drifting apart for a while now but it wansn't until the other day that it actually hit me I was listening to one of these such friends talk because I couldn't say the words "Where were you when I just needed to hear your voice?" It finaly hit me how much we all changed since high school. It ( Read more... ) -
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*sigh* life has been hard lately. I just can't seem to get myself out of this funk. I've been so bummed lately I haven't been able to do anything. The pain is still constant, but it's not ususally that bad. I just don't really seem to care. And I hate being alone cause I'm so lonely but I don't like being with people either because after a few ( Read more... ) -
Hot Gimmick (Alison’s thinking again)
I was playing around this morning when I began looking through IMDB.com’s recent celebrity news ‘blips.’ Apparently Boy George doesn’t like Queer Eye for the straight Guy. I believe he used the word “poncey.” Not that Boy George’s opinion has a great influence on me one way or another but it did get me thinking ( Read more... )