i miss you mom.. :[

this really, never gets easier. ever. i remember you being upset every year, cause of your mom passing when you were 12.... and i tried to be there for you. cheer you up, i never really understood why you got depressed every year, even 30 years later. now i know....

tonight, i went to my aunt joans for a family meeting of sorts. for the past year, my grandpa has steadly gotten worse and worse through sickness and struggled. he ended up staying at my aunts, cause my dad and i couldn't watch over him enough with us both having full time jobs ( Read more... )

been a long time since i posted one of these, once again.
humor me peoples!
the funnier the responses, the better. <3 ( Read more... )

ok so.. yesterday, i recieved in the mail the new albums from ( Read more... )

ok so the show is the first weekend of april.
who's going with me?
i could really care less to see VNV at this point after matter+form, but i'm sure the show is going to be packed with posers.
i'm really psyched about And One though!
so yeah... if you want to go, or are going, let me know.


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last night the cruxshadows played in jax. with ego likeness and ayria ( Read more... )

so yeah went to chelle's this week, and got my hair put into dreads, here's a few pictures, none look amazingly in detail or color but yeah, i'll take better ones in due time.

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I honestly think, that I am destined to live my life alone, never have a family, kids, or the life I've always wanted.

Women...
....it never fails. Ever.

I'm becoming more and more unhappy with my life, and the way things are going all around me, daily ( Read more... )

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LoveA+
Friends and FamilyA+
BodyD
MindD
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