Torment

[alina]

I don't think I can write anymore. I don't think I can stand to do this, day in and day out. I'm considering the reasons I did in the first place. Why do I need to display this and let it consume me above anything else

Comments

[uncleian]

You sound depressed, or frustrated.
It sounds like you need to do something extremely different, but with some excitement attached, but don't know what it is you need.
Sounds like you hang on to something, still hoping it will solve all your problems, or even the main one.
Sounds like you might need someone close to give you some inspiration and feedback, some new ideas and food for thought.
But there isn't much here for me to really understand, so is a vague stab in the dark.

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[stragen]

I don't know you. I don't know what plagues you .But hang on .Life seems so dismal and death would be such a sweet cure .One long eternal sleep that drives you into darkness forever .

Don't harm yourself.

Look forward twenty years from now .Life won't seem so dark .No matter who bad it gets, it will ultimately vanish. I hope for you, your problems will fade soon.

Go on a roadtrip. Gather some friends and drive. Don't matter where. Leave everything behind for awhile and just lose yourself. You'll feel so much more refreshed afterwards.

Wish you well .

[anonymous]

Sounds like you Need to have a fight! Fight it out of ya! I'm an Aries sun/ Capricorn moon and I always lose my footing. When I do i like to get some lightbulbs and drop them from some place high. Or at the hotel I work at I make paper Airplanes and let em ride the wind from the 6th floor. hahaha good times. well, Later Alirae

[jibber]

I once read these wise words:

"Be true to yourself and you get respected"

At the time it referred to respect from others. I think it is also true that by being true to yourself, you are able to respect yourself.

As stragen says; please don't harm yourself.

[pixelz]

I really hope you feel better, Alina. Times can be tough, but as corny as this may sound, there's always a reason to smile. Because some fucker dying from AIDS in Nigeria has probably got it worse than you. :)

Seriously though.. feel better. *hug*