I know I have to pack soon and I'm trying my best to limit myself to what I can and cannot bring. Thing is, comparatively, there isn't much to bring on my move. I think shoes are the only thing I don't need to shop for before leaving, which is good. The less the better ( Read more... )

Its been a long while since I've posted here. Not too much has happened, though. Dax's car was stolen and not found for an entire month. Dec 3, we got a phone call from Mexico, telling us they found our car. Someone was stupid enough to try and drug traffic across the border in a shiny silver 2004 Dodge Durango. Anyway. We haven't gotten it ( Read more... )

Most of my friends know me to be this great hardass who doesn't care about a lot of things, but those few things I do care about matter a lot to me. Let me.. for once in my life.. clear something up about this issue, because it really needs to be said so those whom know me know just a little more by seeing where I really stand ( Read more... )

Somehow, this always tends to happen. There is no real reason, I think. It might have something to do this time with me giving myself WAY too many things to do at once. Sad thing is, in order to take a break from doing something, I do something else, which also needs to be finished. Its like some neverending circle of perfectionism where I can' ( Read more... )

Beanie asked me out at around 10 am yesterday. That being Sunday, September 4, '05. >_> I gave him shit for about 30 minutes, then gave in an said yes. Everyone I know was rooting for me to say yes, anyway. I was doomed to fail. Plus, his parents approved. xD

It was difficult, but I'm glad I said yes.

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Okay. Some people, if those who don't know the situation even read this, will think I have been a total bitch to Alex and I'm being a raving one for letting him ramble and not answering him. Let me clear that Alex likes to make lots of accusations of me and, as of the last month, I've been not answering any of his emails or IMs.. and only ( Read more... )

Omgay. I interupt him so much, don't I? :O

aliplushie [11:47 AM]: Alex.
aliplushie [11:47 AM]: >_ aliplushie [11:47 AM]: Thats not what I meant ( Read more... )

I can't help but wish for things sometimes. This time, I wish to be appreciated. I could have kept this to myself ever longer. I could've buried it and pretended it went away. Instead, I brought it out in the open and forced myself to welcome it for the sake of the fragile state of the one I cared for. And now, when I had warned that I could ( Read more... )

I never graduated. It was a fleeting thought for me, something I was fighting for until, with a moment of lonliness, it was washed away from my hands like a bar of soap in a current of swiftwater. Now, I'm satisfied with just getting what I can so I can move forward and become successful in whatever way I possibly can ( Read more... )