well a lot has been going on so here are some pics of how im doing!
miss and love you all!
love ME

I know its been a while but hey! I now live in PA with my awesome boyfriend Ryan! life couldnt be better! i have a FAB job working for the state taking care of special ed adults..I have a little greeen monster (an escort!)thanks to rys awesome parents! I am finaly by family I LOVE IT! i have yet to meet the good group of girlfriends but all will ( Read more... )

I MOVED IN WITH RY!!!!!!!!! and i love it! we are going home to PA in 10days so our fams can meet i guess that means we are really serious huh? CRAZY i know! our place is very nice very small but very nice and our roomie pat is the best roomie ever! i love how things just kind fall into place,,,,im so glad taht things didnt happen how i wanted them ( Read more... )

hello everyone sorry so long but lifes been crazy ( Read more... )

wow its been a long time ( Read more... )

~~~"waking up i the middle of a good dream just to make love to you is the best feeling I could ever know"~~~

after a good long cry last night im happy to say im feeling much better! i didnt get anything settled really and i ddidnt think i would i just needed a good cry and my girls im sorry if i have been distance with my issues and what is on my mind but please dont take it any other way then i wanna have my time to think about it and have girl time to ( Read more... )

i just dont knwo what to think any more i wish i knew what was going on and how things would be i dont wanna it all but i want to know what i have is that to much to ask? its times like this is wish i was home to run down the streets that know my cries hit a key that i know the tone of and cry in the arms of someone i know really cares...i have ( Read more... )

old feelings keep rushing in and its so hard to tell them to leave me alone......i keep running away from this shit but it keeps up with me and im losing my breath and just wanna give in it would me so easy who knew fight for what you know in right for you would be so very hard? this pain has to end i cant take much more of this i have tryed to hid ( Read more... )

hey everyone NO i didnt die:-D ( Read more... )