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where do we go from here?
i haven't updated much in the past two months. my paid account has expired and i decided not to renew it. i think i'm going to stop updating. i really only update when i'm upset and frustrated, and i've learned recently that by turning away from my friends and family and turning to the internet, i've been hindering my relationships. im working ( Read more... ) -
I've been waiting for a miracle, and i'm not leaving.
things are hard in my household ( Read more... ) -
Goals for 2010:
1. Move out into an apartment.
2. Furnish said apartment.
3. Make several new friends.
4. Go back to college.
5. Finish a manuscript.
6. Attempt to get said manuscript published into a novel.
7. Audition for the Biggest Loser.
8. Regardless of whether or not i get on Biggest Loser or not... lose weight. -
they will stop degrading us, they will not control us, and we will be victorious, (so come on!)
A collection of conversations within the past few hours:
Alisa (to History Friend) through Facebook message:
i know your not talking to me and i'm not entirely sure why, but i still want to wish you a happy birthday. i wasn't sure it was entirely appropriate for me to do so on your wall, which is why i'm messaging you ( Read more... ) -
I cant get it ri-hi-hi-hiii-hi-hi-hiii-hi-hi-hiiight, since i met you.
NaNoWriMo Time, and guess what, m'dears! I'm kicking ass! For the bulk of the month so far, i've been roughly 4000 words behind point, but NO MORE! Now i'm super awesome, and like a couple hundred words above par, baby! I feel like a rock star ( Read more... ) -
Do the bad thing. Take off your wedding ring.
Sometimes i log onto Facebook, and i'll see History Friend's status, or i'll see Old Best Friend's status and History Friend has commented something like "Ooh, i hope you feel better!" or "I cant wait to see you soon!" or some bullshit like that, and i fantasize about hitting the "inbox" tab, and then writing her a message that goes like this:
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Halloween Stats:
# of Trick-or-Treaters: not sure. wasn't counting. pretty sure it was either the standard 20 or 30 ( Read more... ) -
even though your the only one i see, it's the last catastrophe...
i remember thinking a very profound thought, and in the midst of it, i decided to elaborate on it here.
two hours later, i don't have a single clue what it was. -
i am one of those ghosts, traveling endlessly, dont need no roads, in fact they follow me.
- i'm afraid i'm going to be alone forever. don't ask me where that came from. i wont know how to answer.
- mom went all out in the open with me today, and i was in a car and i couldn't get out of it. I mean, mom talks to me a lot, but never so poignantly. Sometimes i feel like her therapist, and my job is to listen and say nothing back.
- I'm totally ( Read more... )
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leaving just in time, stay there for awhile...
GOOD NEWS!!!
Demon Boss is leaving for another store within the month. If ever there was an excuse for a happy dance, it's now. *happy dance!* *happy dance!* *happy dance!* *happy dance!* *happy dance!*
And man, it cant come any sooner for me. Honestly. I just cannot wait. Do you wanna know what she talked to me about today? It just makes me ( Read more... )