I wish I would just die.
I fucking hate myself.
I'm worthless. Ugly. Boring. Stupid. Waste of space.

I see so many beautiful girls. Everywhere. Good for them. I envy them though. I want so bad to have that double take effect. Some of them don't even know how pretty they are. Some of them feel like me and think they're so ugly or plain or boring and that they'll never get anyone's attention.
I've been trying trying to figure out why I want this so ( Read more... )

Still feel very ill. Nothing happening though. So I don't really think I'm sick..just feeling weird ( Read more... )

I still can't help but have these feelings for Avery. It's so annoying. I'm married to a wonderful man and this dweeb seems to be stuck to me. I mean...he isn't a bad guy but he wouldn't be a good companion either. A lot of it is that he's so wrapped up in everything he has going on in his life right now. I know it's a lot but he really doesn't ( Read more... )