i was so angry...

fuck.

i call this bullshit.

and i wish i'd disappear or drop off the face of the earth...

or just give up like everyone else did.

things were going fine without you ( Read more... )

this weekend was over all very bad.

this past week, i've been in a lot of pain and its really frustrating to deal with. i'm up half the nigth because I can't sleep. theres nothing anyone can do or say that will make it go away. its a battle that i'm fighting alone and it's extremly scary. and sometimes, i just want to talk but usually, everyones ( Read more... )

blood clot?

seriously...

my body hates me...

we'll find out in an hour....yipee!

notice, care, acknowledge.........nothing.

downhill went uphill for 4 days? and now its going back down.

4 days is some kind of progress, right?

i just want to get back there.

I dont want to fight this anymore.

it would be so nice if i could erase you from memory.

Tonight, i was looking through some old pictures on the computer and i came to a conclusion.


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I made a mistake, or atleast i think it was a mistake.

and i dont know what to do...

...i just want this to _________.

i really like anatomy, i just dont like the class. aka the teacher is realllllly unfair ( Read more... )