so after my break down last night i feel soo much better. .but today has been wonderful . so i went to live oak with my mom to meet my aunt suzie and they wanted time alone... for stupid shit.. so i called james and me and him hung out for a few hours and hugged and held hands.. and nothing major . i jsut felt major sparks like i always have ... i ( Read more... )

so im finally facing it.. he never loved me . and what he said to me was all lies i gave up my chances of havinf a good relationship with half of my family for nothing .. abnsolutley nothing. its been about 6 motnhs since ive seen him and 5 since ive talked to him . i called him the other day i gave into my weakness of missing him and i wanted to ( Read more... )

so i havent written in a while.. i normally write on myspace.. but i dont feel like everyone and thier mom needs to read this ( Read more... )

How to make a alithefreak
Ingredients:

1 part jealousy

3 parts humour

3 parts instinct
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion

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hay everyone! im Ali and i would love for all of you to come and join my blinkie community
blinking_freaks

you can request...
(per week)
* 2 blinkies
* 2 glitternames
* 2 icons
* 1 header
* 1 background

come on yall and join me !

you know what i am never ever going out again .. at all ...no where... just becasue someone is pissed the fuck off at me .. i will have no fucking life.. just to make him happy .. and i dont know why the fuck he even would start to fuckin think after almost 3 fuckin years i would fuckin cheat on him ... i dunno .. what the fuck .. but ne ways .. ( Read more... )

okie tay well.. its wed. and i have no computer... well i do .. but it has no internet ... :( but its ok .. i am at the station i didnt go to skool today i had to go get my dress fitted.. jus 2 short days till the wedding... wow.. and we have sooo much to do ... its really stressing and i cant help with like ne thing... ugh.... but oh well... ne ( Read more... )