Tomorrow I am going to Townsville to see my ex-boyfriend. I'm going to stay with him for three days. I have to admit, I am a little bit uncertain about it. He has such a strong personality, and can be so stubborn. On the one hand I want to see him because we broke up over the phone and over such a long distance, I want to see him face to face and ( Read more... )

Time has moved so fast ( Read more... )

I figured out why I sent those stupid weird messages to Josh. On Wednesday afternooon, I had my contraceptive implant replaced. Now the first time I got one put in, I didn't react at all. A lot of women have to have them removed after getting severe depression as a side effect. This time, it seems I did react. At work on Wednesday night I was ( Read more... )

I screwed it up with Josh, I think. I'm such a head-case. -_- I'm miserable ( Read more... )

The date was good. Josh is great. I mean, we don't connect on a deep level or anything, but we really enjoy each other's company (well I enjoy his, I hope he feels the same ( Read more... )

So, as I guessed it, Josh messaged me today. He wanted to have coffee but I had to work, so we're going to see a movie tomorrow. Not sure what movie yet. I am a bit worried; his messages use lots of smiley faces and 'lol's. I hope he's not really immature. I don't know what it is that makes me find him so attractive; I honestly just want to grab ( Read more... )

He asked for my number ( Read more... )

He talked to me tonight! A few times. It was almost like a real conversation. He even touched me on the waist once.

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I sound so teenage.

It's so hot here at the moment. I have the air conditioner running full blast (and I feel guilty for being so un-environmentally friendly) and it doesn't seem to be doing anything ( Read more... )

Ahhhhh, fuck the world. Honestly. It all sucks so much sometimes. Why does everything have to be so hard?

Nonetheless, must think positive.

Things on the agenda for my new year/life.

1. Salsa dancing lessons. I feel like I am a sexy person on the inside, but have no way of expressing that, and so I always feel very akward and clumsy. Therefore, ( Read more... )