It's been years... Life has been good.  Read through this entire blog last night.

For all those ex's that called me lazy, crazy, and self harming: I found out why my lymphnodes were so swollen and my behavior so erratic.  I have this auto immune disease called hashimotos. It explains my miscarriages and crazyness that followed each one.  The ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've been here. A spammer actually made me realize my journal was still here. A lot has happened in that time ( Read more... )

Lets see... Passed my written test, and took my practical yesterday. I will either have my license in a week, or have to retake the test. I really hope I get my license.

In the 48 hour film festival, we got runner up (cause we were late). My make-up came out great. I work best with no sleep I guess. And I'm going to meet with someone about ( Read more... )

My test went okay... I will know in a week if it's time to take the next test, or if I failed and have to start over ( Read more... )

Make me fucking bitter....

I can't sleep... My written State Board test is on Thursday and I'm already freakin nervous. I've been studying for weeks, but I'm still scared since I've been out of the game for so long. Hopefully I will be fine ( Read more... )

For valentines day: I took the girls for a long walk in the aliante park, then we went to petsmart. I have to work in the morning. All I did my whole weekend was sleep. I'm exhausted honestly. I've been single again for 2 whole weeks. You know how things get distorted in your head as time passes. I often miss mark, and I never know why. I ( Read more... )

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Ha Ha. I'm in a behind the scenes documentary. Who woulda thunk it?

I'm scared to see the next chapters.

I am getting closer and closer to my dream job as make-up artist. Today I was accepted into the aestetisions progam at euophoria. I start in august and graduate in december. I will be certified in microderm-abbrasion, waxing, facials, and oh yeah: make-up. I am super excited. When I'm done with all this I hope to make some money to fund my ( Read more... )

I went and saw the circus last night. Brian said he would take me, and three years later he did. He couldn't relax though, he was like: "When I was on the circus we did this, and we had a tightrope act." It was pretty adorable ( Read more... )