she said kiss me like you miss me, fuck me like you hate me
and when you’re fucking someone else just fuck her like she ain't me

i worked hard for this life and i've decided you will no longer be apart of it.
you let me down.

its difficult to watch an ex move on and move on recklessly. its hard to watch that someone make decisions that are selfish and painful to everyone around them. its hard to just let them do it. but its not my problem.
im glad i took time to heal myself. it makes watching you less painful most days.
but i will always make time for you.

this is coming from a caring place though you won't believe it.
you are staring down the barrel of a loaded gun that you are holding. i've never seen someone so close to suicide.
don't ever judge how i live my life again or the company i keep.
and to think, you lead me to believe what we were doing was wrong.

godspeed. you'll need it.

I know him only by the scars I carry.

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i tried with you. i tried really hard. i gave you the satisfaction of the doubt and i always thought we'd get better. that we would slowly melt into each other and let down our guard. we found when the going gets tough, the tough walks away and thats okay. thats how you decided to handle it. i said my peace and put up as much of a struggle as i ( Read more... )

"how can you believe me when i said i love you when you know i have been a liar all my life."

the end could not have been better.

you dont know me at all

i guess this is how we should end. silence. radio silence. beautiful silence. no eye contact. no last touch. no acknowledgment to what we were, who we were. our life is not coming together.
and that is heartbreaking. never thought youd be that.
prove me wrong.