I haven't posted in quite sometime, it seemed that life was is busy and work is exhausting, and I just don't have the drive. I am trying so hard to be everything for everybody, yet I'm just not stacking up ( Read more... )

I've been pretty much "Stuck on Stupid" the last couple days.... My relationship with Jimmy couldn't get any better, and He has been doing all the things I have hoped he would do and I don't even have to ask him. Which makes it extra special because even though men would tend to disagree, women do not enjoy nagging.

I got the tickets for the family ( Read more... )

 Happy Mothers Day to the mommies on my LJ friends list.


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Seriously though...
I mean, why is it that some people are just chronicly mean? I think it must be because they are unhappy people, or maybe perhaps they are bitter about things? It's probably a little of both...

My oldest was talking to his dad yesterday and he asked if Jennifer and him would like to come up to his house for the day and visit on ( Read more... )

I've been worried and dreading this weekend since I found out that my dad is coming here. I was worried mainly about how things would go because he is so opinionated. He is never short of comments about how I could be doing things better. But yet this weekend has been great! Really... just perfect ( Read more... )

My dad is coming to visit this weekend, I have mixed feelings about this. I love my dad, Don't get me wrong, but he hasn't ever really been a father to me. When I was growing up, I was raised by my mom, when I became a teenager and started having troubles with her, She couldn't handle it so at the age 14, she shipped me off to live with him in ( Read more... )

I feel such a weight lifted from my shoulders now. I met Jimmy for lunch and we talked.... no interruptions, no distractions, just us. I needed that, I needed to get back to the basic just us.... So, between the way I was feeling this morning, and the way I'm feeling now, Night and day...

I was having issues with Jimmy. He and I weren't ( Read more... )

I haven't felt like writing because I feel that I'm stuck in a situation I don't want to be in. I'm upset, and I've been trying to sort out these things that have turned my life upside down.  Yesterday I came to realize that it isn't up to me to fix them,  It's only up to me to decide if I want to tolerate them.

 Well I have the day off today, my mail car is still running like crap, but hey, *trying to look at the positive* it IS running still. Right? I called Dann, The Postmaster in Valley Springs and put my name out there to try and perhaps get some more work here close to home. It makes me think I should have taken that job opportunity in Copperopolis. ( Read more... )