I've been up since 4am. Thinking.... Unable to fall back asleep. I woke up from a dream that stressed me out, and I know I had the dream because of the fact that I AM stressed so much right now. I think at times when I should be posting my feelings and fears in my journal more often, I tend to just keep it inside. It's odd, because I used to post ( Read more... )

My kids finally got to spend some time with their dad. We went to court on Tuesday and signed the agreed upon visitation papers. So now Daniel has court approved visitation. The kids get picked up by him after their baseball game on Wednesday and they come home to me after school on Friday... alternating weeks. So it's still basicly an every other ( Read more... )

My very old  friend Charlynne sent me a message on Myspace the other day. I hadn't heard from her in about 5 years or so. We didn't lose contact gradually, it was because of a big blowout fight. We both had done things that we shouldn't have done, and when backed into a corner she ratted me out. I guess I was mad, so I ratted her out too. She got ( Read more... )

She loves the Monkeys.. I like Code Monkey...
OK I'm just bored.
Here ya go.

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A day off and I'm not sick! YEAHHH!!!  I went into work last week and Mike had gotten everyone in the Murphys PO his sickness, I never even seen Mike, but I got it anyway, Now I have given it to Jimmy. Unintentionally of course. I enrolled James and Jennifer into the after school care program at their elementry school, They will go there after ( Read more... )

It's been a few days since I posted last.  We have been dealing with the frustration of my oldest son just flat out refusing to do his homework. It isn't that he can't do the work, he thinks because he knows the material he shouldn't have to do the homework and the classwork. Granted he gets %90 - %100 on tests, when you factor in him losing %80 of ( Read more... )

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 OK... I just got a call from Chase Auto Finance ( Read more... )

 Go to Google and type in quotation marks your name 
and then "likes to" (eg. "Jez likes to"). 
Type in the first ten things that come up and 
repost in your own note.

-Valerie likes to wear wigs and costumes

-Valerie likes to feel her...uh....nevermind

-Valerie likes to stare at her turkey leg meal

-Apparently Valerie likes to swim in lakes

-Now that ( Read more... )

I've been needing to post here for the last couple of days just to get some of this weight off of my chest. But it seems that when I'm most disturbed, and upset I just can't seem to find a way to put the words into a sentence. Even now, my thoughts are so choppy, and incomplete. So bear with me please ( Read more... )