wow, what a long time..

so much has changed since my last entry.

it's disgusting actually. how much friends have changed, how i've changed, how my family has changed.

none of it for the better.

i want my daddy back, i want my old friends back, i want my old life back... why can't we just go back

this week..went by so excruciatlingly (sp?) slow. today i got breakfast with dustyn and jon went. me and dustyn drove around with absolutely nothing to do because it was so effing early. eventually we just decided to go. after school i went to test drive some mitsubishi car. it was ok, i ddnt fall in love with it or anything like that. the guy that ( Read more... )

well i feel better..much ( Read more... )

lonely-without companions, alone ( Read more... )

woke up this morning feeling shitty..so i went back to sleep. when i woke back up i felt so much better. sometimes getting a couple extra hours is just what you need i guess. watched tv all morning and eventually got to the chem homework i hadn't done last night. watched more tv, of course ( Read more... )

uneventful week.. weather's getting warmer which makes me unbelievably happy..like really happy. it gets light earlier and dark later and i'm loving it. but, it does make me feel like school is almost over and i can slack off, which is definitely not the case ( Read more... )

interesting long weekend.. fun though. wendy's and southpark with john. ring two with some cool kids. work and then LQ with the girls and ksimps house with boys. easter with mom and mark visited too. he brought donuts which was nice. when he was around he would bring donuts and bagels on sundays. he wasn't a terrible father when i think of the ( Read more... )

last night went to ryan's. the boys where all there and it was liek summer. fucking chris hill and jenna were even there. nate was there! dundun, elyse, and andrew too! the only people missing were chris and joey, boy were those two missed. there were so many other people there that are awesome though like casey and geoff bryan corey and matt. but ( Read more... )

funeral went well..i couldn't understand most of it because i don't speak french but it was a good way to remember her. it was in the church where my mom made her first communion, where my parents got married, where my brother and i were baptized. it's a beautiful church. my dad was there so i sat with him. he looks so old and sick. the whole time ( Read more... )

incredible.. thats all i can say ( Read more... )