So i was doing some thinkin lately along with being happy, and well dropped the drama this weekend. also meaning certain people in my life, that well ya i thought were friends. So it turned out that im the only one that knows how to be a friend lately aside one other person in my life. Sometimes you just have to live and learn, also well people ( Read more... )

So i been thinking over the past couple of days about a topic that i have always thought about. How people change, i mean one second that could be right there for you and just one word can change all that for them. I mean everyone has changed its doesnt have to be for the better, or it could be no change at all and just doing the same thing just ( Read more... )

Hmmmmm this is a update to let people know im alive. ya so here i am Im happy and well this is why i havent updated. When im happy i dont update i dont find the need to. So well thats what this is for bitching ranting and listening to other people give you advice, on bad things in your life. ya well life isnt always bad ya know, sometimes its good ( Read more... )

alot has happened since i last updated this thing. i lost a girlfriend to get her back, i bought a car that is as usual taking forever to get drivable, then i have had a disagreement with some friends....and other are getting out of control, i have been helping people in general, along with suffering from those i made the mistake of trusting, i ( Read more... )

so yeah alot of intresting things have been happening life has been moving, and then again it hasnt. Ya know soetimes i wonder about people i mean I HATE my parents with a god damn passion but thats the thing its not because i dont get my way its because they are assholes and procastinators. I mean you cant tell somebody something then go back on ( Read more... )

yeah so been a lil bit, the weekend was uber fun as always. I got to spend friday night with the love of my life like jesus, she is difficult sometimes but none the less i love her all the same. she stayed till sat morning at 11 i had to go to wwork so yeah i got all my shit done early so i got out at 4 so that was alot of fun watching people be ( Read more... )

i finally figured it out what is missing in my life that i need and why i been so restless. i need to ride its been so long and now thats all i wanna do. i mean i thouhgt i gave up hope but now its all i can think about aside my catherine. when this snow is gone this riding is gonna see a new face and its gonna be mine and its gonna be a hungerin ( Read more... )

yeah so this is kinda like restless night for me....i dont know why my baby is sittin right over there sleepin o so nice, she looks so peacefull i jsut love her when she is like that. i duno i just cant sleep for some odd reason. actually i think its because of my sleeping. its kinda like me not really being asleep because im tired but doing it ( Read more... )

ok so i am lookin at this weekend commin up and what do i see to my very SURPISING EYES. a tradition broken where everyone ends up at my house for at least one night and BOOOM everyone is busy this weekend like holy wow. disappointment is all i feel im sure we all will work somethin out ya know, who knows maybe i wont work sunday and i will have ( Read more... )

ok so i had a decent weekend, i spent time with my baby catherine love herrrrr, and i saw josh and katie whom i havent seen in forever twas nice. My close friends are starting to drift again aside dane, but im guessing thats because others have things to do. Its all good in my hood Halo2 is frustrating though so i am now continuing my campign on ( Read more... )