So yeah i had a pretty good day aside the fighting but it just ended up in making up. I mean it was a pretty good day all in all ya know ( Read more... )

So alot of things have been going on. Some of them good some of them bad, i mean what can i say everything happens for a reason. All i can do is have a positive outlook on it, i mean not everything is bad and i only have 3 years till i can really get out of jersey right? Its not that long of a time it just seems it ya know? As for all the things ( Read more... )

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So now i start to see why i am having a "depression" problem as of late. I see the world for what it is, honestly i dont like it. Its very overwhelming to know that if someone was shot on the street the only thing that the (person whatching) is concerned with is who gets the credit for saving his life or who called the cops first...... but it ( Read more... )

sorry for the last depression update, its im just dealing with alot and i dont really want to ( Read more... )

yeah so im updating again.... that means the shit ball that just rolled downhill got to be really big and now im stuck in it. well lets see, one i realized people care for me but only when they feel like it. 2 everyone who says they are there for me....well with the exception of like 2 people its all lies. 3 i fell back into a the worst state of ( Read more... )

so as i was saying i will be holding parties in the backyard of this humble estate, after i get netting the tiki torches up and the pool cleaned up and the well the rest of it as well. its comming along and well i would like to get the pool clean just have to buy the chemicals for that, and i need to get a boom box and or just steal caits. Its ( Read more... )

So i sit here and watch everyone around me have these days of our lives, and realize something (well a couple things). One IM in love and being blinded by it once again. Two i only have one friend a person who lied right to my face when they said they wanted to be a friend and well then there is greg ( Read more... )

you know what i hate.... i hate people that lie to your face. I hate people WHO THINK they try but dont.... I hate people that say your their friend then fuck you over almost every chance they get i dont need people like that i just went from 3 friends to 1 a fiance and a kid that says hes my friend only when it suits him well the grass is cut now ( Read more... )

so i found love, and you know something im never letting it go this time. She is a pain in my ass sometimes, well mostly because i would be hungry and everything gets on my nerves then but still i love her she loves me Singing( and we are gonna get married) haha. I got that from beth that girl is a trip. i been workin my ass off non stop as of late ( Read more... )