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If anyone's still out here, blink twice. (Or just say hi.)
So, I'm actively working on coming back to this internet thing, I really am.
While I do, let's have some memes.
I currently have 27 works on AO3. Pick a number between 1 (most recent) and 27 (oldest) and I'll tell you what I like about it.
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♥♥♥ U R AWESOME: A LOVE MEME ♥♥♥ // my thread
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I don't wanna be my mom.
Now, don't get me wrong: my mom is a fucking amazing woman. She basically ran off and threw away all of her parents' hopes and dreams to marry my dad and have my brother and me. She's smart as hell, clawed her way through college and into a six-figure job, works her ass off, and is such a good writer, it hurts sometimes. (She's also more than a ( Read more... ) -
Ugh. I wanna write.
I miss writing so much. I miss being able to get my thoughts and hopes and fears and whatever else onto the screen and out of my fingers and head. I miss having a community, having people who understood (or else just listened). I miss having relatable problems instead of stupid ones that always feel life-or-deathly even though they're so, so ( Read more... ) -
Ugh.
I feel sad and stressed and completely overwhelmed ( Read more... ) -
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So, we kind of decided over the weekend to move, lol. And even though it's something I want -- a lot, if the way I've been focused on it since it even came on the horizon is any indication -- I'm still stressing the fuck out about it. This month is the busiest we've had in a long time, Jon is finally in a full-time position, and now we're going to ( Read more... ) -
dance as though no one is watching...
Woke up this morning with what I can only describe as a crushing sadness in my heart and spent three-quarters of my shower crying. I know it's because of the dream I woke up from: back in my grandmother's apartment like, now (years after she passed), with my cousin and my mom (of all people), and trying to reclaim some of her stuff that was, ( Read more... ) -
let's give this a shot.
Mostly, I find it amusing that someone who spent most of her teens and her entire 20s journalling, dumping her life onto the internet like someone would give a damn, just pretty much locked that shit down once she turned 30. It only takes 20 entries in this journal to go back over three years, and it's not like I was really writing anywhere else ( Read more... ) -
first things first.
If I'm going to come back and do this thing, this journalling/blogging/emodumping thing I've been putting off for a long time, there are some life updates I feel like I need to provide first.
- El finally lost the fight two weeks ago (today, actually, haha). She'd been fighting and fighting and fighting, and then she went into the hospital about a ( Read more... )
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Soooooooong meeeeeeeeme.
1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload/link) 5 songs you love that begin with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
I can't resist a meme that enables the stealing sharing of music, so I asked
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Deck the halls with cranberries and holly and whatever else ya got.
Yes, I'm still alive. Yes, you should see something from me this weekend. Yes, you'll regret having missed hearing from me here when you do ( Read more... )