the past couple months have been crazy. i once again pledged kappa delta phi only this time i made it through. i think it must be in my top 3 hardest things i've ever had to do. it was worth it though. my college life has become so much better. much more chaotic and crazy but awesome. i have learned that i cannot sit still. i find that i have a ( Read more... )

this semester flew by. i only have 2 more finals and im done here untill january 20th. it feels like its still augest to me besides the fact that there is snow on the ground. it was a good couple of months though. i have learned more in these past few months than i have ever. and not about academics. pledging was quite the experience. i have been ( Read more... )

last night i decided to drop from pledging. it was actually pretty impuslive of me. I really was looking foward to becoming a brother but i feel like i rushed getting into it. its a 4 year commitment and being my first semester here i want some more time to get comfortable first. it was quite the experience. They were actually really cool about the ( Read more... )

i fucking love college

i just bought 3 new cds but all i want to listen to is brand new. im not in the mood for new tonight. everybody lately has been getting along. you people have no idea how happy that makes me feel. i like when everybody gets along. life is short. summer has been going good. i have a really good feeling about new paltz. i think im going to give it my ( Read more... )

i have a new outlook on life. that is to stop worrying about stupid stuff. i was never really an uptight person to being with but i find its much easier to just not let stupid stuff get to you. my mind this summer is really set on not giving a shit. i have minimal responsibility at this point in my life and ih ave no desire to change that. im 19 ( Read more... )

Im at a good place now. I feel like lately i have been learning a lot about myself and all of my friends. I have some great people in my life. I am at the point where i can surround myself with the people i so choose to be with. This isnt high school anymore and my people really are my people. I have looked back and today I reailized i have a good ( Read more... )

i was rejected by the university of delaware today. its actually pretty ironic because last night i thought to myself that maybe that wasnt the right choice either. i guess fate (and mediocore grades) stepped in to make the choice for me. i applied to new paltz again. now i only hope to get into there for next fall because for all of these years ( Read more... )

all that i wanted for chrismas was to get into Udel. its 2 days after christmas and i still have not heard anything. i keep calling but the office is closed. god i really wanna go. i dont think ive wanted something this bad in my life. i had a revolation the other day about my life and how i do things i dont want to. why would i do that? im going ( Read more... )

life is crazy ( Read more... )