...poor abandoned livejournal.

Tonight I will redefine everything and tomorrow I will start in on my better days
and to each their own definition of happiness ,
but no one ever reaches it so I don't think I'll breathe that way.
but happiness is when there's nowhere left to go
because in that state of mind there is no state of self,
so how was I supposed to know?

Ive been in ISS all day
I havent see her but once
I miss her

"weak things have power. For it is only the truly weak how are free from the temptation to harm, to dominate. This is why poems float on like the air."

It's always the selfish who say that life is way too short. Im not looking to get old, but that will happen anyway. Now I look at my hands, they dont move the same two years ago.

"if you're not ready, you're not ready. Please stop acting like you are ( Read more... )

Minneapolis started raining on me
and teenage love was underground,
tonight I'll break the surface.
Minneapolis started raining on me
but no young girl was claiming me,
or naming me,
and destiny gets nervous.

Isn't it something that first time you are with that person. The first time you try and make a move and hold that someones hand. When your soo nervous because you dont want to do something stupid and make a fool of yourself, yet you want to try soo bad, and when you do, finally, pull it off, everything is at peace. And you feel like your stomach is ( Read more... )

"When I was 21, you told me I was shit and I had no soul."

I said, "I've tried, but it just won't grow."

Isnt it something how a certain record can bring you back to specific time and place so vividly that at times you might almost want to cry, depending on the circumstance of course. such as the replacements "let it be" and hot rod circuits "sorry about tomorrow" bring me back to the days of centennial and michelle, thursday "full collapse" and saves ( Read more... )

beatles - "sgt. peppers lonely hearts club band"
beatles - "hard days night"
beatles - "rubber soul"
john lennon - "plastic ono band"

"I dont believe in jesus. I just believe in me."