honestly how the fuck does this always happen to me. maybe it's my fault and i'm completly wrong. maybe everythings always been my fault and everythings better off with out me. i really just fucking don't get it. the fucking day school starts EVERYTHING fucking goes right down the drain.

1. Best summer ever? best summer EVER ( Read more... )

what the fuck has happened to my life. everything, EVERYTHING is just falling apart more and more, and the more i try to make everything better or whatever the more everything sucks. i honestly cannot remember a time when something i wanted to happen or do went 100% good or actually worked at fucking all. and i'm not just making this up or just ( Read more... )

Body: MISSION ( Read more... )

peace out depression

hahahahah great fucking day and pretty much week....next week should be just as awesome!

a lot of fucked up shit is all happening way to fast and at the fucking worst times. i really cant believe some of this shit is happening. everything is so fucked up and just falling apart

the past few weeks have been ok. i had the flu. then it was feburary break. then nofx. then a global threat and strike anywhere. nofx was ok agt/strike anywhere was fucking awesome. this week was ok. but shit sucks. i hate feeling the way i am. it just feels like everyone has someone to talk to all the time or everyone has a best friend or whatever ( Read more... )

im such a fucking idiot. i fucked everything up and theres nothing i can even do...its over

yo. im fuckin bored today. i worked from 8 to 2 and ive been home doing nothing since. im really tired and hungry and bored. but i dont feel like sleeping, eating cuz i dont wanna move and i cant go anywhere cuz its snowing. this years fucking half over already. way too fucking fast. i dont rememeber october or november happening this year.... i ( Read more... )