Dear Residents of Excelsior District and Daly City,

If you live in the vicinity of Geneva Avenue, I profusely apologize for yakking on your street last night.  I went to Escandalo at the DNA Lounge; resulting in an uncontrollable urge to upchuck.  I had a few too many shots of Patron, and I think drinking my share of the Hennessey bottle didn't help ( Read more... )

im goin to start writing again. starting...now.

day by day: i'm usually a big-picture, protracted, planner kinda person. but i met someone who isn't always promised tomorrow. so i'm learning to see things differently.

The Fs:

focus:  i need more of it.

friends: i need more of their support.  i need to support them more in return.

family: i need to ( Read more... )

shell-shocked. decimated soul. sinking feeling. sinking into my skin, and i want to turn it inside out. a comfort in the uncomfortable. old feelings of isolated wandering. overwhelmed. cumulatively overwhelmed. flailing. unreliable. inconsistent. looking for the old me.

I KNEW IT!!!!!

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AIM IM with ONeDOWNEmeXiCan.
11:41 PM

ROMEO GARCIA: sup jmas
ONeDOWNEmeXiCan: sup rom
ROMEO GARCIA: nuthn. jus eatin string cheese, then realized WTF, im eatin string cheese strand by strand by myself
ONeDOWNEmeXiCan: lol
ONeDOWNEmeXiCan: awww

music is sadder at 430 in the morning.

the mouth, with or without words, can say a lot. a student came to me to grieve today about the loss of her dad cuz of cancer. it was sudden and she was dealing with a lot of feelings about moving on and forgiveness. there was a lot of enresolved past hurt that was resurfacing. i listened to every word and watched her mouth. i noticed how she ( Read more... )

NOMADIK.

phils/oxnard/sandiego/hawaii/unioncity/longbeach/dalycity/sanfrancisco/

the only place i feel at home is in my car. cuz wherever it takes me, there i am.

Learning about the State and Federal Dream Act. But first, ima teach myself some basics...

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i was in chicago all of last week for a work conference. there was only one word to describe the experience -

lonely.

even though i was with a coworker and other directors from across the nation that i've met before, the codeswitching got tiring. when the switch is on, im all about my job cuz i believe in what our program does. but after the ( Read more... )