as im getting older, and as i have moved closer to friends and got closer to friends, i realize that i still perpetually am a private guy, and many times i spend by myself. so im pretty MIA across the board cuz of my internal issues of anxiety and other issues im tryin to resolve. please bear with me, cuz i think its gonna be a lifelong process ( Read more... )

snap out of it. snap out of it. snap out of it. snap out of it. snap out of it. snap out of it.

dear sleep,

i miss you.

-rom

dear you ( Read more... )

not good.  still really hurting.  im tryin to break the cycle too just like you are.  i keep fukn up by wanting to talk to u.  i cant focus.  im strugglin at work, cuz i cant stop thinkn bout u.  im counting down til i get help tomorrow.  1pm at kaiser. some lady is gonna talk to me.  i hope she can help me understand, cuz im lost as fuk.  now ( Read more... )

i think my house has spirits, especially the dining room.

each day im getting better.  each day im getting back to who i was.  and im regaining the strength and courage that i lost in these past months.  im not movin on cuz i hate you. im movin on cuz i realized that this is the best way to love you. i have to care from you from a distance, cuz we destroy each other when we're near -  not out of intention ( Read more... )

A college student (Ashton Kutcher) discovers a way to travel back in time to his troubled childhood as himself at that age. His goal is to change his life by changing painful events from his childhood. He finds that a very small change from his childhood will dramatically change his life today. He is not pleased with the results of his first trip ( Read more... )

anyone got an AT&T compatible phone that they dont use any more?  or u got an extra one?  may i borrow please?  hit me up if you can help. thanks.

im fukn angry. i dont want to feel this way anymore.  no more manipulation. i want to feel better.