I made a new journal
So call me a loser... I don't care

If you want to be my friend comment
It's too much trouble to do it the other way.

througheavyeyes

Will someone come to my house and play with me?
As long as we don't "fall in love" we can play all day...

I hate myself.

"I want you to love me, he whispers unable to speak
and he wonders aloud why feelings so strong make the body so weak..."
Today was a very eventful day.
Went to JSU for "Band Day"... got dissed by the Drum Major there named Grayson and then the other DM, Jeremy told me it was just because he was mad that I was better than him...
Ha.

Went to UAB with ( Read more... )

I wrote a whole thing about crap.
No one wants to read all that junk.
*Delete...

I hate it all... even you...
I didn't delete that because I had to release something...

There is this girl that is in my first block and her baby is turning one on Saturday. She is my age.

Sometimes it comes like lightening... other times I am in the boat safe to shore.

I ( Read more... )

I don't have anything to complain about...
but I still feel like a major poo face and a loser all compacted into a little box headed straight for no where.
Yeah. That's me... with the postmark to (you fill in the blank) on my forehead.

Life is good. The sun shines bright... birds chirp very cathcy tunes... there are people who think I'm great (or ( Read more... )

"You deserve so much, but yet you stand for so much more."

"Don't just talk about what you believe... Live it."

Whew. What a night.
Tilly is so beautiful. Wow.
Thanks to Steph for letting us losers come over! It was great fun.

To the Moon... Amanda

MissAmerica2589: you have to come

MissAmerica2589: i have to dance and sing with you

MissAmerica2589: and scream

MissAmerica2589: and crazy things such as this

LilSweetAngel554: i know..i need to roll down the steps at stephs house

MissAmerica2589: yeah

LilSweetAngel554: and dance in her grass..

LilSweetAngel554: and sing a song with Buck

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What a strange day!
Weird feelings are running everywhere through me. I will try to explain. (gulps Dr. Pepper)

Christopher Allan Stallings. We have been through a heck of alot together. You know more about me than I probably do, and yet now that I know you are gone I am sad.
I have the best memories with you... I have the worst memories with you. ( Read more... )

MUSIC IS SO DAD-GUM MY BOYFRIEND!
Yeah it is. So thank you, God, for music. It connects us all to feelings we can't express...
And God bless Guitar and Piano players... (yes, Evelyn... piano solos are cool...)

Well, I didn't write an entry for last night... but all it was going to say was
GEEZ!
So, I didn't think it was worth all the work to turn on ( Read more... )

Today sucked major buttage. Yeah...
I'm sorry if I seemed "rude" to anyone today. I probably was thinking about how to kill you.
Yeah... so I apologize for that now. But there was no blood shed, ey?

I think alot... and maybe that's the cause for most of my major body pain, but never-the-less it usually turns out to be good thoughts and it helps me ( Read more... )