sure as the freckles on my nose, i'm quitting my journal. not that it was falling through the cracks or anything *wink wink* but it's kind of weird. it seems almost like this journal represents an era of my life. so to keep on with it is like trying to hold on to the past. i don't know. probably over-analyzing again, but i'm big into symbolism and ( Read more... )

spring break was so much fun this year. probably because this is my first real spring break in like 8 years. because when i was homeschooled we kind of had a break but it didn't really seem like it. can't really explain it, it's just different. so this year it was the perfect combination of doing stuff with friends, and just chillin at home and ( Read more... )

this week off has been sooooo nice. went shopping w/carol and chelsea on sat. that was pretty fun. kinda boring on the way up but once it got late and we ate dinner it got really fun ( Read more... )

it's really nice this morning to be able to get up at 10 when the rest of my family was up and out at like 7. dad had to work, mom and brother had school. guess what i had to do. absolutely nothing. yeah, that was sweet. and the day went exceptionally well. i just chillaxed and made cookies and junk until it was time to go to the barn, then went ( Read more... )

got that song stuck in my head. it's from a clip on ebaumsworld where a guy sings it in front of his webcam. anyway, it's hilarious and if i could find the link i would post it for all to see. bummer that i lost it ( Read more... )

yeah i really & truly was going to do this yesterday. fo' realio. so here's what i would've siad if i'd gone through with my update ( Read more... )

a lovely thing to be asked out. flattering really, even if you don't like the guy you turn him down. but just knowing that he thought enough of you to want to be with you. it's a nice feeling ( Read more... )

wow so it's been like a million years since i updated. that's what it feels like anyway. only a couple of things that i want to post about though ( Read more... )

yes, i questioned before but now firmly believe that there are no gray areas in life. everything you do is in service to a master. whether it be to God, yourself, the devil, or another person. all of your actions are in full service to someone/something. for example, eating: service to self; agreeing to help your mom plant flowers in the yard (the ( Read more... )

got to come home from school today right after first period. i felt really queasy because i got sick lastnight. My stomach was torn smack up. "( but it's fine now. the awesome part is that i still got to do riding lessons tonight. sha-baam! that was some fun. but it was really muddy since it's been raining the past couple days ( Read more... )