i just typed a whole big ass story about how i feel but some may take it too personally. so ill just say that if you want me to be your friend then you need to prove you even give a fuck i quit putting 110% towards people who dont give a fuck. lastnight was too long and when i got home it got a little longer. i want to get rid of my myspace because ( Read more... )

so the bank just bumped my credit limit to $7,000.00 if i went an 8th of that in dept id shoot myself ( Read more... )

so with work our store won the takeaway competition so we got to go on an outing. we chose a dinner cruise with one of then harbor things like the "lady baltimore". to sum up the night everyone got "tipsy" other then me. the food was kinna yuck, then the Dj played oldies. i wound up ( Read more... )

1. i made the decision i have to change my life. i have been going out and drinking too often; so i quit. im not edge. ill re think my decision when the time comes around. but for now i just feel stupid when im on the sauce ( Read more... )

well not really a melt down. but im starting to think im growingup faster then i want. my mind is spinning and my days go by in a heart beat. i have off tomorrow well today and i really want to spend the whole day hanging out with people i like and not giving a damn i should be up at 9 sooo anytime after then call me up. i am going to soft ball ( Read more... )

sooo today at around 3 o clack PM a cat came to visit our home. and all day it has sat under our car port and "meeeowwwed" up the steps. i just got home at 3 AM and it is still around. it ran up to me when i got out the car and it is really cute and i want to keep it. i took it out TUNA and some MILK. things cats love and i put it close to my ( Read more... )

last night Essex was swarming with cops. i mean we do have 2 precincts just blocks away from eachother. but lastnight was especialy pig-flooded. i really dont have a problem with it but it is stupid to see a cop every 20 seconds. even more stupid when you are driving behind someone and they see five cops in a row then start to sped then you see ( Read more... )

so check the date i started my membership and compare it to the amount of vote. no one likes me

http://www.facethejury.com/profile.asp?user_name=vogelthebird

yeah i said it was sad

i dont know how i can put myself out their and not expect to get hurt. i want to become an asshole that way it will be ok for people to hate me. im tired its been a longday. im going to bed wishing i could just sleep it off but ill be up at 8 again tomorrow.

i had a sweet picnic planed and really wanted to see my girlfriend. but she canceled and it bummed me out ( Read more... )