I dont know if you notice. Space is nice sometimes.. It's not that i DONT want to be with you, I just want to even things out and I cant. To be able to go out with my friends.. Just like You did. You did it all before. I let you. Maybe cause we saw each other everyday, but we're getting older, we don't need to see each other every single day to get ( Read more... )

So..It's so weird to look back and read things and be like " what the hell was I thinking when I wrote that?" No but seriously.. haha. Anyways.. One year has come so fast and moved on so fast too. It's been so amazing. Maybe not every minute, but as a whole..nothing can compete. Tyler taking me to New York was so much fun. I loved every minute. I' ( Read more... )

So now that things are back on track.. and things are better than ever... Im home watching eric for the night and im terribly bored.

100 QUESTIONS.

1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
usually closed.. or halfway open.

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
haha no

3. Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room ( Read more... )

So lately, I've just been checking my horoscope for the heck of it. And those things are so weird, because for the past week everything it's said, actually happened and worked out just like it said. It's kinda cool.

So last night didnt work out exactly as planned at first. Too much , too little.  Communication.. is key.

I had so much fun though.
( Read more... )

No one seems to know where im coming from.
Everyone just seems to see the little things that go wrong, and not all the good things that over take the bad ones.
Everyone says that you treat me like shit. 
But maybe you wouldn't if I were better?
I don't know who to listen to or what to believe.
I've listened to myself for this far.
I thought I was doing a ( Read more... )

It doesn't matter ?
you don't care?
Am I just taking this too seriously?
Or are you not caring enough?
This is really upsetting me.
Im trying not to be selfish about it because i probably hurt you too,  but you're not going to try to make it better with me?
If i do make you happy, then why wouldnt you want to make it better.

I keep picturing this as a big ( Read more... )

I really do understand what i do wrong. 
when you finally do get the chance. 
see , when you finally do...
theres problem number 1 with me. 
I get scared easily. Im too used of hearing that i cause so much difficulty , that when i hear that i did something wrong, i just want to automatically fix it. 
I can't.
I have to let you talk...tell me what i did ( Read more... )

I'm scared.
Ok, maybe not scared.
but, maybe I just don't know what to expect.
i see you everyday..most of the time.
I'm not mad that I don't get to now.
maybe i need to get used to it now,
so that when i go back to school and you're working..
that I don't get so frustrated then?
I'm scared that i'll miss you so much that we'll start fighting because of it ( Read more... )

Ok so this is kinda the admit which bands you're into....
have the guts to admit you like pop?
or maybe that country rules you're life?
or maybe that rock makes you hott......
who knows its up to you to tell it like it is!!!!

ALTERNATIVE
[x] weezer
[ ] paramore
[x] panic! at the disco
[ ] october fall
[x] the academy is...
[x] coheed and cambria
[ ] bayside
[x ( Read more... )

100 Random Questions

1. Do you like strawberries?
I love them, especially with white chocolate!

2. What is your middle name?
Nicole

3.Who was your first best friend?
it kinda was a tie between mik and britt

4. What grade are you in?
10th

5. Have you seen "The Notebook" over a million times?
haven't seen it at all.

6. Are you always online?
not always.

8 ( Read more... )