You know sometimes I convince myself that I am 100% different then I used to be ( Read more... )

I hope everyone's Valentine's day was as god as mine.
I won't bore you with the details.

I am so mad/angry/upset
I could probably cry the rest of tonight.
But fuck that.
Ill probably just go to sleep instead.

So yesturday was a monumental day you wanna know why ( Read more... )

I got my license today.
That is all.

So this weekend has been really good actually. I hung out with Doug some on friday but then went to see a play in Washington DC with my mom and her friends. It's called Les Meserables. It was really depressing but I liked it a lot. Hmm...what else. Saturday I kinda girlied myself up just because I felt like it and then I went to go wacth the ( Read more... )

The news was like someone scratching their nails against a chalkboard. No, it couldn't be...she thought. She tried to contain the troublesome thoughts that now overflowed her head. All the possibilities all of them just as thoughts made her want to cry. She hold it all in, she wouldn't cry over him again. But after this bells rings she's forced to ( Read more... )

So the year is coming to its close and there is so much to remember. It's amazing how much you grow in a years time. Ever since I was little I was always very mature for my age (most of the time). My Mom always called me a 40 year old in a teenagers body but there were always the times where the personality of a teenager took over. I was looking at ( Read more... )

Doug came to visit me today because i hadn't seen him since Sunday night.
he was with me and we talked & laughed you know the usual.
After he left to pick up his brother.
Literally like 1 min.
He calls me and says
"...hey. I forgot to say I love you. So I was just calling to say that..."
:D

Everything was absolutely perfect as soon as he walked in the room. It's like a presence comes with him or maybe it's the memories hanging by a string behind him after only a couple of months. He brings a certain light to her eyes and when she's with him she just radiates with happiness. He takes away any worry she has in the world and balences out ( Read more... )