I am very content with my life right now. All my friends are starting to drive. I myself will be driving in less then a month. I've spent time with friends every day for the past two weeks. I even have a little crush going on, which is actually refreshing. Despite the fact that I hate my job, I have money. And I have a really good sense of who I am ( Read more... )

it's almost the new year. fuck.

i guess i could use a new start. but then a again the whole "new years = new start" thing is bull shit. i don't know.

i'm a little pissed off. and i should slap someone.

make that a few people.

damn. i suck.

so um... it's been about a month since my last up-date. crap. you would think that i have a lot to talk about but i don't. I'm back into my whole "I LOVE FAME!!!" mood again. that gets me in trouble. and i love sleeping til 11:30. i might have been longer but then kristen called and was all "can you work on thursady ( Read more... )

So i guess my Thanksgiving wasn't a total drag. I discovered that my brother no longer feels like my brother. Hes more like an older cousin that i never talk to and only visits on the holidays. I guess 5 years is a really big difference, but still, i am his little sister, you would think he could make some time for me, but instead he decides to ( Read more... )

I'm beautiful and you don't even know it. Panera Bread is my new lucky place. I was sitting at my little table with my food waiting for my dad to join me. The cute bus boy came up and he was wiping the table next to mine and he was all, "How are you doing tonight?" "Fine, thanks ( Read more... )

There are several people whom I should really make love to because they do really nice things for me.

And they don't make me pay.

Things I love ( Read more... )

um... i'm rather bored. i don't have to work tomorrow so i have the whole night to do... NOTHING. I'm really starting to like the people up in my booth. Every thing is becoming a lot less awkward and even though it breaks my heart that my nerd boy is engaged, i met his fiance and she is really nice, and just as nerdy as he is. I love Cassie and her ( Read more... )

JCC has taken over my life. Althought it hasn't been a total drag. I've met some really cool people. And Ben, my little nerd boy. I'm in love with him, even though he is 23 and engaged. And then Kendel, he goes to brown and i was all "are you the kid who ate the apple in class when i shadowed there? and he was. And then this really cool mom person ( Read more... )

Last night I sang at the tower awards thing. It was pretty cool, and I got a really good, free food, and nothing beats that. The Galt House is really nice and we had a half hour to kill after wards so we just kindof walked around. There were some people stacking cups like supper supper fast and it was the most amazing thing ever. I just slept like ( Read more... )