i move in 7 days ( Read more... )

how does that feel? tell me, how does it feel to want to hear from me and you dont until i decided i wanted to? then told you i was too tired to text. doesnt feel too good, does it? now you know what i was living with the past few months...what gets me is you actually sounded hurt. i hope it hit home for the next girl ( Read more... )

i just need to remember, in times like these when all i can think about is calling him and hearing his voice and explaining how much i miss him, that when i left, the following happened ( Read more... )

started it all out in howell having a glass of wine with leah (friend at my mom's work). went to outback steakhouse in a2 to meet family and had a mixed drink. went to dearborn heights to jess's house to drop my car and car keys off ( Read more... )

i think im going to be okay. it might hurt for a little while, esp. when i see him when i move back up there. and, if he finds someone else to tote around. but, my self respect is enough for me right now. i am just as important in this relationship as he is. so there. i can find someone to care about me the way i want them to. i dont have to be ( Read more... )

goddamnfacebookareyouserious ( Read more... )

my foot is asleep. the upstairs toilet mysteriously clogged. except for chester bennington, the house is dead silent and asleep. outside, there is a little family of baby bunnies living by the kennel. nancy has a half tank of gas in her. i have a very loaded few days ahead of me ( Read more... )

while driving to work today, sutton passed me going towards the high school. i suddenly has the urge to turn the car around and hug him goodbye for some reason. i didnt realize how much i missed him...and his big red truck that katherine and i had to ride in to and fro' drum major camp in illinios. ah, the memories ( Read more... )

oh, man ( Read more... )

"fear is the heart of love ( Read more... )