So I havent written in here in forever. But I need some sort of release, and this is as good a place as any. My grandfather passed away on Thursday, and this has been the hardest weekend of my entire life. I was so close to him and I miss him so much. I've never lost anyone close to me before and it's like this giant hole in my heart that will ( Read more... )

YEAH YEAH YEH YEAH YAAAAAAY!

I got a 4 on my English Lit AP

Andamazingly I got a 4 on the Env Sci AP!!!

Yay :)

Even thoguh it doesnt help me any in college, I feel good.

I realize I haven't written in here in forever. Yeah, I dunno, guess I just haven't felt like it. I also haven't really been on myspace a lot lately either. I just don't really feel a need to. But I graduated yay! And how did it feel...like it's about damn time, that's how it felt. And right now, as far as summer goes, I'm doing a lot of nothing ( Read more... )

So i got a nice little letter from the Florida Dep of Education saying I am inelligible for the Brights Futures Scholarship because I dont have community service (which I do) I don't have four credits of english (which I do) and that I only have two credits of natural science...when oh yeah I have FOUR ( Read more... )

I would never hear your voice again, I would cherish your every word...every inflection of your voice with all my heart ( Read more... )

Had a rather bleh downer day and a horrible time at practice ( Read more... )

I know I'm just a dot in the universe, but I won't be anyone's scapegoat.

And I'm also tired of not speaking out just because I might make someone look like a retard.

Not that I didn't know it was going to happen, I did.
It just sucks to know it offically.
1st Deltona High School WE to get an excellent...

good job.
but I knew it.

so it goes.

Whoa must have been reeeeeeally tired when I posted that last entry ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'll do with him...but I won't think about that. Right now I'm taking everyday as it comes.